MYLO my pwetteh kitteh

MEET MYLO

 This fluffy little man is my beloved pet.

Now, don't let this handsome face fool you into his engaging eyes of innocence. He has powerful Gemini tendencies to show absolute tender affections and ever so abrasively be cunningly violent.

My my my if only I were brave enough to show you a few of the scars that still linger on myself and others who have so bravely endured his punishments.

Of course I'm joking, he can be quite aggressive but he means well.

MYLO'S LIKES

• Sleeping in very peculiar and  uncomfortable positions
• Pasta

MYLO'S DISLIKES

• Pillows
• Other cats
• Meowing

xxx

PHONE decoration

When I first got a BB I was quite dissapointed that I couldn't put a phone charm on it, I always had thing for statement phonecharms. But now I've found my alternative to make my phone stand out a bit.

What do you think?

Do you think I made it myself? (o ~)

Una revisión de la realidad

Siempre he pensado que las cosas podrían cambiar.  

Sin embargo, no importa lo que haga, nunca yo será lo suficientemente bueno.

Por lo tanto, me rindo.

Sinceramente.

Got me thinking

Recently, I went to Paris with my family. (That's me in the Louvre ;D)

It was the first holiday we've had (minus my brother of course) in 10 years. The reason why we haven't or rather can't go on holiday together is because we have contracts with hotels. We can't run both a business and be out of the country because apart from the allocated Sunday off (and of course national holidays) as we risk losing those contracts. If we lose those contracts which we've taken 10 years to accumulate I don't even want to think about what would happen.

Although I was extremely grateful that we were even allowed to go on this mini adventure it didn't satisfy me as much as I thought it would. The short trip was fueled by arguments, clashing personalities, more fatigue then rest; all of the problems were seemingly justified by lack of time.

One of the evenings, my dad was drinking, which was the first time in about 6 weeks or so, and I grew so tired with him leading to an unnecessary exposure of his hidden emotion against me. I didn't know how to respond to his rendition.

"Do you resent me. Us?"

I never show any affection to my family, well at least physical. In fact I despise it. It was just crazy to me that we spend all this time together and nothing like this was ever exposed before.

I guess I'll learn one day exactly how I'm supposed to feel.

Being ill

Weekend was over long ago yet I still feel the after effects.

Hayfever combined with insomnia and this confliction I feel. I don't know how to handle it.

I hate being stuck in bed. With all this time to evaluate my life. Thats why I enjoy keeping busy, avoiding reality and regret. With any luck I'll recover asap.